There are always times when there is an encounter between you and something good, so good that you appreciate it so much and wish you will never lose. You will always want to keep it even if there have been signals that tell you not to have it, that you are incapable to do so. Yet, you have been stuck with falling in love with it. Such a feeling that everyone has been through in life does suck. If you're not positive minded enough, you can only remain depressed. However, not even the most positive minded man can skip a feeling of disappointment in their life.
If there is a solution to figure out for such a feeling, it will be to keep it for a little hope that what you cannot have today may be present only for you on a different day... when the time is the most right, when you are at the readiest state, and when it realizes how much you have been wishing it to come back to you since the first beautiful encounter... of only you two.
For now, strength and patience stand by your sides. Holding on to them to walk past the waiting is what you have... while keeping what is not had... yet.